I Remember I Do .

2010-01-10T02:40:00.000-08:00

Tiring Day ,

I think I'll delete this asshole blog soon . Damn irritating lerhs, having a blog for nothing siol .

Urgh. I feel like learning Ballet again :D

Moodswings for this ass day . I just found out that I've been using the word ass for many times .

Anyone wants to buy me a LV bag ? PRODUCT ID: M45713

Hehs, just kidding .

School is boring . Its just the first week and its already super tiring . I hate school .

Bye . ( In Love With Ballet <3 )

2010-01-07T05:27:00.000-08:00

Bitter ,

Hello ! I'm crazy about LV today . I'll update like shit some other day . Bye .
And Sometimes I wonder why .

2010-01-06T06:12:00.000-08:00

Things Changes, Feeling Hasn't .

I'm back posting for myself . Great, I love it .

Yes, I went back . The 12 floor's vandelise all don't have le . Fuck the person who painted it . Fuck Fuck Fuck la . Thanks Sayui for accompany me ! Then it rained after that, ))); And because of the rain, I'm having fever now ! Urgh... We went to KFC after that, almost all the popcorn chicken are in heart shapes .

Irritating . I think I'm irritating . I should stop looking at you in class . I should forget you completely . But it seems that I can't . I shall not care, I'll do whatever I want . Your message is PRO, I can't even get to sleep properly at night . Not your fault .

I've Cried More Than A River .

2010-01-05T04:45:00.000-08:00

I Hate To Hear Your Sorry .

There is 2 girls living inside me . One told me to forget you, another one told me to continue beliving . Who should I listen ? When I'm alone at night, I cry . When I'm with my friends at school, I laugh . Yes, I improved, I no longer cry in the toilet at school . I improved . But why don't I feel happy about it ?
I went back to the 1e3's classroom today, memories flashed regardless good or bad . I walked up to your seat like how I used to . The feeling is the still the same, I sat down and lie on the table . Sayuri said that she almost cried if she stayed longer in the classroom . );

My mother said that I'm crazy . Fuck that .

Yes, I received your message . Thank You . At least you still remember me . I cried . I cried . I cried . I do not understand why you sent me this message . I do not understand what are you trying to tell me either . Your message is so simple, and yet so difficult to understand . I'm very stupid .

I always try to look at you, without letting you know . Maths lesson today, we are in a same " group " . Miss Ang gave me that shocked look, and squeezed my shoulder when she walked past me . Your sharp eyes scared me .

I'll Cry You A River .

2010-01-04T06:16:00.000-08:00

Will You Keep Believing ?

School is fine today and Zhiyi kept smacking me ! I love it !

Principal talked very loudly . I Hate it . Spot-Check tomorrow . And I've to clip up my irriating fringe and to unfold my skirt . I Hate it . I know when I look at you in class, you'll never know . I Hate it . I cried and cried for you . I Hate it . I Hate it . I Hate it . I Hate it when you do not know everything . I Hate it .

I admit . I admit I can't stop thinking of you . I do not hate it, because I'm honest .

I kept reminding myself that everything would be over, that I do not need you, do not miss you, do not love you . Yet every single part of me told me that those were just lies . Perfect lies of mine .

I tell myself over and over again that I'll forget you . And this is also another lie . Because when I thought I can get over it, and when I saw you . Yes, I know cannnot get over it . You're still a part of me . And I know you do not know .

I do not know whether should I cry or laugh . ( Sad Face )

I sing many many cheers to cheer myself up . I encourage myself . I force myself to smile . I force mysef to laugh . I try to sleep at night . That all didn't work . I do not like it when it did not work .

I feel so lonely . I have my brothers & sisters, big big groups of loyal friends . But I'm still lonely .

I can't get used to it . I miss you beside me . When I turn to my right, you weren't here . When I turn to my left, you weren't here . When I turn behind, you weren't here . When I turn back to the front, you weren't here, too . I really cannot get used to the days when you're not beside me . I miss you .

& My Heart dropped when I saw it . Yes, I'm a fool . And I'm totally aware of it . I am a clever fool .

We are hanging on to a breakable string, save yourself . Not me . Please .

And I know I'll continue believing . Because loving you isn't a dream . My dream is...

2010-01-03T17:11:00.000-08:00

Let Me Show You ,

Felt really bored just now and found a guides song book at my drawer :DD Randomly, I flipped to a page and saw the Manito song !!!! Then I went crazy about it and keep singing like some mad woman. XP

I got sick of it after a few minutes when on looking at the whole book, theres really lots of songs in the book that I've never heard before ))))); Anyway, my phone rang . I hate it when my phone rings whenever I'm busy and never ever rings when I'm feeling effing bored !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck you my phone ! I hate you to the maximum ! Anyway, I pick up the phone ( feeling pissed ) and heard one asshole's voice ! OMG OMG OMG ! Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! The moment I hear his voice, I feel like puking you know anot ?! Feeling more pissed, I kup the phone :DD Finally, I did something to let me feel proud of myself ~ JKJK ^^

My sister pointed me the TAPS, and I went crazy about TAPS ! I keep repeating the same song over and over again ! I'm so proud to be a Girl Guide ! :DDDDD

Thanks and praise,

For our days,

'Neath the sun, 'neath the stars, 'neath the sky,

As we go, this we know,

God is nigh ~

2010-01-01T16:09:00.000-08:00

Yes / No .

Bored . Anyone wants to entertain me ? By the way, I really hate my hair now, so damn short ! ( to me ) ))))); Super weird + ugly . Damn it . I'm figuring how am I going to tie my hair nicely to school, should I continue clipping up my fringe ? Hmmmm... I'm feeling so sleepy nowwwwwwwwwww ~ And I always feel very awake in at night )); Irritating lerhs ! Want sleep cannot sleep, don't want sleep but need to sleep ! Hehz, I'm laughing at my super broken english :D

Don't you think that my blogskin is super ugly ? I wanna change it !!! Or maybe I shall waste the whole day and make a super blogskin ? Errrrrrrrrr... I think I'm too lazy to make one, TOO LAZY ~ !

Sister & Mother said that maybe we're going out for shopping tomorrow ! Mother is gonna pay for all our shoppings ! I'll make sure I spent all her money ! Anyway, I'm wearing my sister's Unity P.E. t-shirt !!! :D LOL, I'm done with posting, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

2009-12-31T01:13:00.000-08:00

Do You Still Remember The Promise We Made ?

This year is coming to an end, and I have nothing to say . Goodbye 2009 .

2009-12-30T06:30:00.000-08:00

No One Will Be Able To Make Me Love Him As Much As How I Love You ,

FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY I've rebond my hair ! :D

& I've realised that I opened this webpage for almost an hour and I'm only starting to post now lol . Okay, the rebonding cost only $60 ! Just nice for my budget ! And now I officially owe Mother $125 ))))))))))); Humph.. Can she fork out the money for me ? And, why the fuck didn't I insist on cutting bangs ?!! Now I'm regretting like some bitch whom is shouting around . Crazy me XD

By the way, I sat there for 4 hours, and its like to the maximum rebonding could take .

Oh, school is starting real soon . And I seriously hate it . I can imagine DM scolding me over and over again, giving me more and more detention . Urgh.. This is first time ever that I didn't miss school at all, )));

Unity is much more better than ZhengHua lor, D;

My Dream..

2009-12-28T16:15:00.000-08:00

Reflection !

I still remember when I took this picture..

Super super super irritating, urgh . Why did I even unblock you on MSN in the first place ? Continue spamming and I'll block you again :D, LOL . Okay, the main thing why I want to post on this ass blog is that I'm super damn boring, entertain myself ^^
Omg omg, I'm starting to miss my long hair, ))))); Sad to the maximum !!!! And I think I can go for rebonding tomorrow ! Should I cut my hair or leave it like this ? Hmmmm...

YAY ! I found something more meaningful to do now ! YAY ! :D
BYE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-12-28T06:12:00.000-08:00

LOL .

I suddenly feel like blogging after doing something crazy, don't ask me why .

Okay, Guides today was like... boring ? Damn crazy you know ? They made us sit down like some retards and started to bla bla bla for 1 hour . Damn stupid . Anyway, after that Mavis, Sayuri and I went to Fajar for Mac . Shared Double Mac Spicy Meal with Sayuri ! Trained to BPP and talked on the phone with a dumbass . Haha ! :D Oh, bought a bling bling handphone strap ! Thanks DaJie for lending me $$$ ^^ Left there @ around 2.20pm with the 2 chiobuu ~

Anyway, went out with Zhiyi on 26/12/09 to watch Alvin and Chipmunks 2 !

Yay ! Done ! 2PM !!!!

Okay, I just wanna say something .

I don't know whats happening in your brain, but, every single cell of mine tells me that you are certainly mistaken something about me . Done )))))));

2009-12-28T05:12:00.000-08:00

Okay, Let me tell everyone.

Hi ! I am so damn fucking confuse now .

I'm done with writing this asshole post .

2009-12-26T05:32:00.000-08:00

Endure .
This is driving me crazy .
I don't want This and That .
Yet This and That happened .
So easily, urgh . _|_

Back then, I lost many things .
And, she told me I'm a bitch .
No, I wasn't . You told me that .
So I told her I wasn't .
She said that I'm being unreasonable with her .
I told her I was . Truthfully I was .
And she ask me to fuck off from her life .

Now, when I gotten back what I deserve .
She came back , too . Hypocrite .
Which is something that I didn't hope to see .
Okay, she came back .
So I ask her why did she come back .
She said that its because she realised that I'm great .
& said that she've regretted what she've done .

No, she did not .
Friend A told me that she did not .
She wasn't telling the truth .
She's just faking .
And at that moment,
I laughed . I really laughed .

So I called her .
I asked her to fuck off from my life .
Then, her friend , Bitch 1 called in .
Two against One . _|_
Hi Bitch 1 .
Bitch 1 asked me to fuck off .
She asked me to fuck off .
Yeah, fuck off .

Not more than 2 minutes,
Bitch 2 called .
Three against One . LOL .
Hi Bitch 2 .
She asked me to fuck off .
The others followed her too .
These dogs are damn cute isn't it ?
They only knew something named : fuck off .
Haha, great .

Before Bitch 3 called in .
Friend A called in .
Friend A did not say fuck off, :DD
Right after that, Bitch 3 called in .
So its Four against Two .
Fair ? Yes, this is the furthest fair can go .

Bitch 3 asked me to fuck off .
And the whole thing repeats .
Yay ? Yay .
At least it proves that they know something .
Okay, fuck off . :D
So I ask them if saying fuck off could settle this .
Then, you should really fuck off .
LOL, and the four cute little dogs hung up the phone .
Yay , fuck off .

And this is how This happens .
Fuck off .

2009-12-22T04:55:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I Thought You'll Understand,

And I really hope that You'll understand .

(~~Yet it simply shows that You don't, seriously~~ .)

2009-12-21T07:40:00.000-08:00

2PM !

Dared by Zhiyi to post this 2PM related post ~ And well, I'm here posting for her sake :) 2PM's leader damn shuai right ? Hehehe XP WooYoung - the yellow pyjamas boy, his name is always heard from LIAO ZHIYI ! Zhiyi , I tell you arh, Jaebeom is the cute cute pink old man okay ?! Cuter than your yellow boy alrights ? Pink wins Yellow and Old wins Young ! YAY ~ ! Humphhh, I think I'm done with posting this weird post ! Bye Zhiyi ! :D

2009-12-21T06:30:00.000-08:00

Zhiyi ~ ! The 2PM freak ! :)

Okay, this 2PM freak wanted me to add 2PM related stuff in every post of mine . So, me being a nice good girl shall post her WOOYOUNG here . :DD Anyway, I woke up at 9.45 am ( :DD ) today and managed to get out of my house at 10:30 am ++ ! Met up with Zhiyi @ YewTee Point, and Huimin jumped in front of us ! ^^ Zhiyi and I then went to Comics Connection to look for her 2PM stuff, lol. Breakfast/Lunch @ KFC, damn full okay ? Oh, did you know that Zhiyi is a chili sauce freak ? I was totally shock you know ? Just look at how she poured chili sauce over her Banito Pocket and you'll agree with me . XP Train-ed to JP after that, again !!! Take pity on me, its already the 119876534578945765 times I went there this 2 months . And I personally hated the shopping mall due to some bitchy reasons . /: But Zhiyi seems to like the place, O.o

Oh yah ! I wanna thank Zhiyi for getting me these during her Genting Trip ! Big Thanks ! :DD

Why ? Why ? Why ? Tell Me Why ?

2009-12-20T22:14:00.000-08:00

Outing With Twinnie ! :DD

Yesterday, went out with Amanda to shop for her cousin's and her family's Chirtmas Present . Headed to Jurong Point first, we planned to go to Bugis after that but found out that we didn't have enough time . So we went back to JP and continue our shopping . After searching for the presents for quite some time, we went in to a fitting room with some weird clothes . Was laughing non-stop when we heard that a girl telling her mother some ' weird ' stuff . Took pictures inside and spent around 30 minutes there ! Crazy Pictures ~ !

After the long shopping at JP , we headed to Lot-1 to continue searching for her Grandma's waterbottle and etc . We went to a fitting room ( again ^^ ) and spent longer time there . The fitting room is smaller than the on at JP . ); This time, we took pictures wearing the clothes we randomly pick . Okay, it looked ugly on me as I grew alot fatter during this holiday . XP

Loves Twinnie ! :DD

Where Are You ?

2009-12-19T22:25:00.000-08:00

Created a blog, requested by Twinnie . :D
And here I am posting the first post ! I'm still waiting for the pictures lerh, Amanda !
Faster online okay ? Hehehe ^^